Finding the "perfect" man

But darling, nobody is good enough for you.

You are the best for yourself.

I listened some beautiful words somewhere once, "My body is home, which I am learning to love each day"

If you look for perfection, you'll keep waiting all your life.
My perfect kind of human at the age of 14 was so naive and different compared to my ideal human right now at age 24. And so the ideal being will keep changing as I grow. I will never find the perfect one.

May be, we are the ALIENS

Maybe we'll develop the technology so much some day. That it'll finally be possible to time travel. We'll make the time machine.
But in this process we'd have destroyed our pretty planet. As we know about global warming at present.
And so we decide to time travel in the past on earth, to the time when the grass was greener, the sky was bluer and the water was abundant.
And maybe we'll be called gods that day.
Because we come from the skies and live far away in another world.
And we have all the modern machinery which a common man from the stone age sees as 'magic' because he doesn't understand how it works.
And may be on this day, it will finally be proved that we are our own gods.
May be it was us this whole time.

I am a wild child

It is said that the wild can't be tammed.
No matter how much they try to control me.
Or I pretend to obey them out of respect.
I remain wild.
I make my own rules.
I listen to no one.
I fall. I rise.
I destroy. I restore.
I am the brave heart.
But, bravery is owned by the weaks.
So who am I?

Wilderness in my heart

I stood outside watching you leave

Tangling my hair was the salty cold breeze

I missed you
so I begged the stormy sea
to take me far across
the mountains and the trees

So close yet so far

It breaks my heart

Why did we have to part?

Too much love inside you?

Don't involve yourself in someone or something so much that your world starts to revolve around them.
Be passionate about the things that you do so much that you make your own world and then go around it.

My transitions

I used to love passing my time by watching english tv series a lot ( friends, how I met your mother, big bang theory, modern family, game of thrones, house, prison break and many many others. Man! I have been staring my screen a lot lol )
But now, when I have some free time on me, I don't do that anymore
Because I feel bad for myself when I go back to my regular life and do the regular stuff again. Shit!
So now, whenever I meet someone and they ask me, "Hey! have seen the latest episode of so and so? Oh my gosh! You have to see it. Such a big twist in the story you know. Blah blah."
And I tell them no
And then, they give me such looks and reactions like I missed out on some very big opportunity which is probably very important for my life.
But no, I am not going to do it. Stop pushing me guys!
I don't get intimidated by the suspense the game of thrones creates
No, I don't care if jon snow dies or if hodor wants to hold the door or whatever
Instead these days I enjoy watching inspirational documentaries and videos based on creativity ( national geographic channel, the history channel, travel and food channels )
Maybe my tastes for tv serials have changed over the time
I want to focus more on the things of the real world

World within us

We live in a world where a world lives within us

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We are very tiny creatures living on a planet in this vast universe.
If only we can look at ourselves from the outside of the planet, we would know that we are as little as negligible.
Yet, there is so much going on within each one of us.
We all go through the bright sunny days and the dull stormy days.
And carry all of these events in our head, making it our own world.